sunday sun day

A beautiful day, again. And I'm feeling down, again. N canceled our Marin hike because the dog is sick. I'm disappointed but then again, I'm sleep deprived -- I can't seem to get out of my every-other-night rut. I can use the day to do housework that is long overdue. I haven't vacuumed in weeks, and there is laundry, as usual.

And I can go walking all by myself.

I hated writing that $4,000 check on Tuesday, especially since it was the second time I've paid to have rats evicted from the attic. I hope those people knew what they were doing. I hear sounds and am not altogether sure they are not coming from above.

Cue the tiny violins. I'm struggling with my demoralization at work, concerned about m and d, and feeling alone and lonely.

But hey, I went to the circus yesterday. Or rather, the circus came to a park near me.