Struggling to figure out how to deal with what I guess is reality out there in the world, even though it feels like a terrible anxiety dream. We are suffering from white supremacist fever, again -- it remains a viable political strategy, at least in the short term. What is wrong with so many white people? What do the prominent people who are pushing this stuff -- or making excuses, or pretending like it's not happening -- think they are doing? I ask these questions several times a day.